Hooked on Phonics Worked for Me: My Life Behind the Mask by Jacob B. Bleu - Revised & Updated

This is the most personal thing I’ve ever written.
For 37 years I felt “off”—out of place, too much, not enough… and I could never explain why. It wasn’t until recently that I learned the truth: I’m neurodivergent. And I’ve been masking my entire life.

This book is the story of how it all began—dyslexia, ADHD, quiet trauma, and survival behind a smile. From hiding in the school bathroom during reading time… to navigating domestic violence at home… to giving the eulogy at my own mother’s funeral without ever getting to be her son.

There’s grief. There’s humor. And yes…
there’s an entire chapter about a single pubic hair named Harry. (You’re welcome.)

If you’ve ever felt different…
If you’ve ever molded yourself just to survive…
If you’ve ever carried silence heavier than words…
This book is for you.

📘 Pay what you want.
If $0 speaks to you — take it. With love.
If you choose to support — thank you for investing in my story.

💛 This isn’t the end. It’s the beginning of being seen. Of being me.

Revised & Udpated